Sissy's Pastime

Have you experience that you want to do something important and can’t because your tire of nothing at all? Want to go out and explore the city or hear some gossip of something interesting about the world but you can’t because your just tire of doing nothing? Well, all these feelings are killing me since yesterday. I want to do something interesting but I can’t because I have the monthly visitors and it pains a lot when I do something. The whole day since yesterday was a boring day for me. Boring and starving actually. I have to condition myself in order for me to cook something and feed the pets. Wake up much later than usual because I can’t sleep because of stomach cramps keep pestering me the whole night. Pain reliever effect stays only a few hours and back to pain again. Even if I watch movies, it stills boring. Wishing and praying tomorrow will be different.